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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    11:11 am
    @@@@@The magnitude of the idea was too great; his
    @@@@@The magnitude of the idea was too great; his mind veered away, careened back giddily to the rock on which he was sitting, absorbed itself once more in the wretchedness and fatigue of his bodyAaah, it's all so big you get lost in itThere's always some goon on top of yaDespite himself, he pictured his village destroyed, the cold shattered walls standing like the upraised arms of dead soldiersIt shocked him, made him feel guilty as though he were imagining the death of his parents, and he tried to shut out the fantasyHe was enraged at the wasteAgain it seemed impossible that the women should not be washing laundry on the rocksAaah, that fuggin MussoliniBut he was confused; his father had always told him Mussolini had brought prosperity, and he had accepted itHe could remember the arguments between his uncles and his fatherThey were so goddam poor they needed a guy who could run things, he told himself nowHe remembered one of his father's cousins who had been a big shot in Rome, and had marched with Mussolini's army in 1922All through his childhood, Minetta had heard tales of those days"All a the young men, the patriotists, they fight with Mussolini in 'twenty-two," his father had told him, and he had dreamed of marching with them too, of being a hero
    Everything was mixed upHis mind could see no farther than his eyesHe was hemmed by the dense palpable mesh of the jungle"Aaah, that fuggin Mussolini," he said again, as if to relieve himself
    Goldstein was stirring beside him"Come on, it's our turn again
    Minetta lurched to his feet"Why the hell don't they give us a decent break? Jesus Christ, we just sat down He glared at Ridges, who was shouldering his way along the narrow ragged swath of the trail; nothing was left of his reverie but the resentment and fatigue that had initiated it
    "C'mon, M'netta," Ridges called back Without waiting for an answer, he plowed ahead to relieve the crew that had been labor
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
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    voice she almost recognizedScarlett opened her lips obediently
    "That's a good girl, take another little sipNo, I don't want to see
    no ugly screwed-up face like thatDon't you know if you make that
    kind of face it's liable to stick? Then what'll you dior handbags do? A pretty
    little girl turned ugly
    You going to drink this good hot milk and medicine if it takes all
    weekI'll stir some more sugar in it No, it
    wasn't Mammy's voiceSo close, so nearly the same, but not the
    same
    Weak tears seeped from the corners of Scarlett's closed eyes
    For a minute she'd thought she was home, at Tara, with black gucci watch Mammy
    tending
    herShe forced her eyes to open, to focusThe black woman bending
    over her smiledHer smile was beautiful
    "There, now, ain't that just what I told them? What this little girl
    need, I say, is a hot brick in her bed and a mustard plaster on her
    chest and old Rebekah rubbing out the chill from her bones, with a
    milk
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    while I rub, and He bring you back like I knowed He wouldLord, I
    tell Him, this ain't no real work like Lazarus, this here is just a
    little girl feeling poorlyIt won't hardly take a minute of Your
    everlasting time to cast Your eye this way and bring her back"He
    done so, and I'm going to thank HimSoon's you ladies rolex watches finish drinking your
    milkCome on, honey, there's two fresh spoons of sugar in itYou don't want to keep Jesus waiting for Rebekah to say
    thank
    You, do you? That don't set too well in HeavenThe sweetened milk tasted better than anything
    she'd
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    11:19 am
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    “Forgive me, old friend,” interrupted Krupkin, “but an angelic priest inquiring at the desk about
    two Americans, one with a pronounced limp, during the early morning rush in the lobby?”
    “Good point, even if you’re paranoid
    “You’re on a high floor, and directly across the chanel pearl Marx Prospekt is the roof of an office building
    “You also think pretty fast
    “Certainly faster than that fool in DzerzhinskyI would have reached you long before now, but
    my commissar Kartoshki over there didn’t call me until two minutes ago
    “I’ll wake up Bourne
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    387
    “Be careful
    Conklin did not hear the Soviet’s final admonitionInstead, he chanel watch j12 swiftly replaced the telephone
    and pulled on his boot, carelessly lashing the Velcro straps around his calfHe then opened the
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    front of the drawer; he removed it and spun it into the short barrelUnsteadily, he got into his
    trousers, shoved the weapon into his belt and crossed to the doorHe opened it and limped out only
    to find Jason, fully dressed, standing in front of a window in the ornate Victorian sitting room
    “That had to be Krupkin,” said BourneGet away from the tiffany 925 window
    “Carlos?” Bourne instantly stepped back and turned to Alex“He knows we’re in Moscow?” he
    askedThen added, “He knows where we are?”
    “The odds are yes to both questions In short concise statements, Conklin related Krupkin’s
    information“Does all this tell you something?” asked Alex when he had finished
    “He’s blown apart,” answered Jason quietlyThe time bomb in his head
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    11:19 am
    @@@@@Real enough to stink and shake the ground
    @@@@@Real enough to stink and shake
    the ground each time it jumpsThey have been
    frightened by all sorts of things since Daddy
    found the treasure, and Libbit says they dassn't
    come out of their room at night, or even look out
    their windows, but this is day, and the thing
    behind them is too real not to be believed, and it
    is gaining
    The next time it's Tessie who falls and Lo-Lo who
    pulls her up, casting a terrified glance behind
    her at the thing chasing themIt's surrounded by
    dancing bugs it sometimes licks out of the air
    Lo-Lo can see Tessie in one bulging, stupid eye
    She herself is in the other
    They burst onto the beach gasping and out of
    breath and now there's nowhere to go but the water
    Except maybe there is, because the boat is back
    681
    again, the one they have seen more and more
    frequently in the last few weeksLibbit says the
    boat isn't what it seems, but now it's a floating
    white dream of safety, and besides - there is no
    choiceThe big boy is almost at their heels
    It came out of the swimming pool just after they
    finished playing Adie's Wedding in Rampopo, the
    baby-house on the side lawn (today Lo-Lo got to
    play Adie)Sometimes Libbit can make these awful
    things go away by scribbling on her pad, but now
    Libbit is sleeping - she has had a great many
    troubled nights lately
    The big boy leaps off the path and onto the beach,
    spraying sand all aroundIts bulging eyes stare
    Its fragile white belly, so full of noisome guts,
    bulges
    The two girls, standing with their hands linked
    and their feet in the running boil of what Daddy
    calls the little surf, look at each otherThen
    they look at the ship, swinging at anchor with its
    sails furled and shiningIt looks even closer, as
    if it has moved in to rescue them
    Lo-Lo says We have to
    Tessie says But I can't SWIM!
    682
    You can dogpaddle!
    The big boy leapsThey can hear its guts slosh
    when it landsThey sound like wet garbage in a
    barrel of waterThe blue fades from the sky and
    then the sky bleeds redThen, slowly, it changes
    back againIt's been that kind of d
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    11:11 am
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    Mike and I picked up our things from the store and waved goodbye to MrsWe went back to the park, to the same picnic bench, and spent several more hours thinking and talking
    We spent tiffany 925 the next week at school, thinking and talkingFor two more weeks, we kept thinking, talking, and working for free
    At the end of the second Saturday, I was again saying goodbye to MrsMartin and looking at the comic-book stand with a longing gazeThe hard thing about not even getting 30 cents every Saturday was that I didn't have any money to buy comic booksMartin was louis vuitton denim saying goodbye to Mike and me, I saw something she was doing that I had never seen her do beforeI mean, I had seen her do it, but I never took notice of itMartin was cutting the front page of the comic book in halfShe was keeping the top half of the comic book cover and throwing the rest of the comic book into a large brown cardboard boxWhen I asked her what she did with Cartier tank the comic books, she said, "I throw them awayI give the top half of the cover back to the comic-book distributor for credit when he brings in the new comicsHe's coming in an hour
    Mike and I waited for an hourSoon the distributor arrived and I asked him if we could have the comic booksTo which he replied, "You can have them if you work for this store and do not resell wallet chanel th
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    11:11 am
    @@@@@It held together, but he was not
    @@@@@It held together, but he was not satisfied"Give me the belt to your pants," he told themHe worked busily for a few minutes and when he had done, the stretcher was a rectangle formed by the two poles and the two struts, with the blanket and poncho substituting for a canvasUnderneath them, the belts were fastened diagonally like stays to keep the stretcher poles from shearing"I think that oughta hold," he mutteredHe frowned and looked up to see most of the platoon gathered in a circle about Roth
    Roth was completely absorbed in the birdEach time it would open its tiny beak and try to bite his finger, he would feel a protective pangIts jaws were so weakIts entire body would flutter and vibrate from the effort, and yet there was hardly any pressure at all on his fingerIn his hand, its body was warm with a delicate musky odor, reminiscent of face powderDespite himself he would bring the bird up to his nose and sniff it, touching his lips against its soft feathersIts eyes were so bright and alertRoth had fallen in love with the bird immediatelyAnd all the frustrated affection he had stored for months seemed to pour out toward the birdHe fondled it, breathed its bouquet, examined its injured wing, filled with tenderness toward itHe felt exactly the same joy he knew when his child had plucked at the hairs on his chestAnd back of it, not quite conscious, he was also enjoying the interest of the men who had crowded around him to lookFor once he was the focus of attention
    He could not have picked a worse time to antagonize Croft
    Croft was sweating from the labor of making the stretcher; when he finished, all the difficulties of the patrol were nagging at him againAnd deep within him his rage was alive again, flaringEverything was wrong, and Roth played with a bird, while nearly half the platoon stood about watching
    His anger was too vivid for him to thinkHe strode across the hollow, and stopped before the group around R
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    11:12 am
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    Patricia! Scarlett looked at her grandfather's skeletal ramrod body
    and his self-satisfied impassive face, and she despised him for the way
    he was tormenting her auntsBut even more she despised them for
    tolerating historturesThey don't have a shred of gumption
    How can they just sit there like that and take it? Sitting silently at
    her grandfather's table, in the gracious pink room in the handsome
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    house, she seethed with loathing santos cartier for everything and everyoneI'm as bad as they areWhy on earth can't I just speak up
    and tell him how nasty he's acting? I don't have to talk French to do
    it, he understands English as well as I doI'm a grown woman, not a
    child who mustn't speak until spoken to
    What's wrong with me? This is downright sillyBut she continued to
    sit quietly, her back not touching the chair, her left hand in her lap
    at all timesJust as if she were a child on her best company
    behaviorHer mother's presence was unseen, not even imagined, but
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    at the table where she had so often sat as Scarlett was sitting, with
    her left hand resting on the starched linen napkin across her lap
    And, for love of her, for need of her approval, Scarlett was incapable
    of defying the tyranny of Pierre Robillard
    3 She sat for what seemed an eternity, watching Jerome's stately slow
    servicePlates were replaced again and again by new plates, knives
    and forks by fresh knives and forks; it seemed to Scarlett that the
    feast would never omega seamaster gmt endPierre Robillard consistently tasted and
    rejected each carefully selected and prepared dish that was offered
    himBy the time Jerome brought in the birthday cake, the tension
    and
    misery of Scarlett's aunts was palpable, and Scarlett herself was
    barely able to sit still in her chair, so urgent was her longing to
    escapeThe cake was coated in glossy swirled meringue that had
    been
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    Pierre Robillard had servedThe old man grunted, perhaps with
    pleasure, when it was placed before himHe turned his hooded eyes
    on
    Scarlett"Cut it," he said in EnglishHe hopes I'll knock over the
    flags, she thought, but I'm not going to give him that pleasureAs
    she accepted the cake knife from Jerome with her right hand, with her
    left she quickly lifted the shining bud vase from the cake and put it
    on the tableShe looked directly into her grandfather's eyes and
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    11:22 am
    @@@@@ Breathlessly, his chest heaving, he placed
    @@@@@
    Breathlessly, his chest heaving, he placed his hands against the glass wall and leaned into it,
    bearing witness to the macabre scene barely inches in front of himThe grotesquely uniformed
    corpse of Carlos the Jackal kept crashing back and forth into the steel bars of the gate, his dark
    features twisted in hate, his eyes two glass orbs reviling death as it overtook him
    The cold eyes of Jason Bourne watched in satisfaction, his mouth taut, rigid, the face of a killer,
    a killer among killers, who had wonBriefly, however, the softer eyes of David Webb intruded, his
    lips parted, forming the face of a man for whom the weight of a world he loathed had been
    removed
    “He’s gone, Archie,” observed Benjamin at Jason’s side“That bastard can’t come back
    “You flooded the tunnel,” said Bourne simply“How did you know it was him?”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    435
    “You didn’t have an automatic weapon, but he didFrankly, I thought Krupkin’s prophecy
    was—shall we say—borne out? You were dead, and the man who killed you would take the
    quickest way outThis was it and the uniform confirmed itEverything suddenly made sense from
    the ‘Spanish’ compound down
    “How did you get that crowd away?”
    “I told them barges were being sent to take them across the river—about two miles north
    Speaking of Krupkin, I’ve got to get you out of hereCome on, the helicopter pad’s about a
    half a mile awayHurry up, for God’s sake!”
    “Krupkin’s instructions?”
    “Choked from his hospital bed, in as much anger as in shock
    “What do you mean?”
    “You might as well knowSomeone up in the rarefied circle—Krupkin doesn’t know who—
    issued the order that you weren’t to leave here under any conditionsPut plainly, it was
    unthinkable, but then no one ever thought that the whole goddamned Novgorod would go up in
    flames, either, and that’s our cover
    “Ours?”
    “I’m not your executioner, somebody else isThe word never reached me and in this mess it
    won’t now
    “Wait a minute! Where’s the chopper taking me?”
    “Cross your fingers, Professor, and hope Krupkin and your American friend know what they’re
    doingThe helicopter takes you to Yelsk, and from there a plane to Zomosc across the Polish
    border, where an ungrateful satellite has apparently permitted a CIA listening post
    “Christ, I’ll still be in Soviet bloc territory!”
    “The implication was that your people are ready for you
    “Ben,” said Jason, studying the young man“Why are you doing this? You’re disobeying a
    direct order—”
    “I received no order!” broke in the Russi
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    11:20 am
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    "You've got it," I said, and edged my way back to
    the rear of the chair
    "Ten minutes," Wireman whispered in my earI'd want to get her out before Gene Hadlock
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    shit a brickAnd you know who he'll throw it at
    "Ten," I said, and rolled Elizabeth into the
    buffet room to look at the paintings in thereThe
    crowd was still followingMary Ire had begun
    taking notesIlse slipped one hand mulberry bayswater into the crook
    of my elbow and smiled at meI smiled back, but I
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    11:11 am
    @@@@@ I cringe every time I hear someone say to
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    I cringe every time I hear someone say to me that their net worth is a million dollars or $100,000 dollars or whatever One of the main reasons net worth is not accurate is simply because the moment you begin selling your assets, you are taxed for any gains
    So many people have put themselves in deep financial trouble when they run short of incomeTo raise cash, they sell their assetsFirst, their personal assets can generally be sold for only a fraction of the value that is listed in their personal balance sheetOr if there is a gain on the sale of the assets, they are taxed on the gainSo again, the government takes its share of the gain, thus reducing the amount available to help them out
    Of debtThat is why I say someone's net worth is often "worth less" than they think
    Start minding your own businessKeep your daytime job, but start buying real assets, not liabilities or personal effects that have no real value once you get them homeA new car loses nearly 25 percent of the price you pay for it the moment you drive it off the lotIt is not a true asset even if your banker lets you list it as one My $400 new titanium driver was worth S150 the moment I teed off
    For adults, keep your expenses low, reduce your liabilities and diligently build a base of solid assetsFor young people who have not yet left home, it is important for parents to teach them the difference between an asset and a liability Get them to start building a solid asset column before they leave home, get married, buy a house, have kids and get stuck in a risky financial position, clinging to a job and buying everything on credit I see so many young couples who get married and trap themselves into a lifestyle that will not let them get out of debt for most of their working years
    For most people, just as the last child leaves home, the parents realize they have not adequately prepared for retirement and they begin to scramble to put some money awayThen, their own parents become ill and they find themselves with new responsibilities
    So what kind of assets am I suggesting that you or your children acquire? In my world, real assets fall into several different categories:
    1Businesses that do not require my presenceI own them, but they are managed or run by other people If I have to work there, it's not a businessIncome-generating real estateRoyalties from intellectual property such as music, scripts, patents
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    11:11 am
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
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    burnt chimneysThat's why she had come on the paddleboat, she told
    herselfIt would make her feel good to see how far she was
    outstripping himScarlett tensed before each bend, relaxed when it
    was past and Rhett's house had not appearedShe'd forgotten Ashley
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    plantation the heroic Union forces did not destroy," bawled the man in
    the absurd hat"It was not in the tender heart of their commander to
    injure the frail spinster woman who lay ill inside
    Scarlett laughed aloud"Frail spinster," indeed! Miss Julia must
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    curiously, but Scarlett was unaware of their scrutinyThe dior women Landing
    would be next Yes, there was the phosphate mineSo much
    bigger!
    There were five barges being loadedShe searched under the
    wide-brimmed hat of the man on the dockIt was that white-trash
    soldier-she couldn't remember his name, something like Hawkins-no
    matter, around that bend, past that big live oak The angle of the
    sunlight sculpted the great grass terraces of Dunmore Landing into
    green velvet giant steps and scattered chanel logo earrings sequins on the butterfly lakes
    beside the riverScarlett's involuntary cry was lost in the
    exclamations of the Yankees crowded around her along the railAt the
    top of the terraces the scorched chimneys were tall sentinels against
    the painfully bright blue sky; an alligator was sunning itself on the
    grass between the lakesDunmore Landing was like its owner:
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    comparing her memory to what she sawMuch more of the garden
    was
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    going up behind the house; she could smell raw lumber, see the top of
    a
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    11:18 am
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    voice was cool
    “Doc,” he said, and I heard the cot behind me shake
    I jerked my hand free, whirling, disoriented, to see the face that went with the unmistakable
    voice
    His eyes were on me as he shook the sleeping man's shoulderThey were impossible to read in
    the dim lightHis face had no expression at all
    Melanie jolted into awarenessShe pored over his features, trying to read the thoughts behind
    the mask
    “Gladdie! Don't leave! Don't!” Walter's screech had Doc bolting upright, nearly capsizing his
    cot
    I spun back to Walter, shoving my sore hand into his searching fingers
    “Shhh, shhh! Walter, I'm here
    He quieted down, whimpering like a small childI wiped the damp cloth over his forehead; his
    sob hitched and turned into a sigh
    “What's that about?” Jared murmured behind me
    “She's the best painkiller I've been able to find,” Doc said wearily
    “Well, I've found you something better than a tame Seeker
    My stomach knotted, and Melanie hissed in my heado stupidly, blindly stubborn! she
    growlede wouldn't believe you if you told him the sun sets in the west
    But Doc was beyond caring about the slight to me“You found something!”
    “Morphine–there's not muchI would have gotten here sooner if the Seeker hadn't pinned me
    down out there
    Doc was instantly in actionI heard him rustling through something papery, and he crowed in
    deligh
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
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